Mrs Tan leaving .. really a huge blow for all of us.
Not that she teaches well, but because she's a teacher who cares for students from the bottom of her heart. Of course, you'd say that we might get a better teacher tomorrow like what she's told us, but I doubt we'll get anyone who'll be more caring and understanding like her.
It's especially significant for us, because she's also our form teacher. Frankly speaking we all know who's better out of the 2 form teachers we have.
Now that she leaves, I don't know how torturous all our class time is going to get.
But we must understand that all she's doing is carrying out her responsibility as a mother, and a wife of a family.
but she chose to leave early just for us to get more used to the new teacher before the End of Year exam comes.
What a great teacher, I may not remember how great she teaches, but how she cared for us, showed her concerns for us, will forever remain in my heart.
09 May 2011 @ 9:34 PM
I can't even believe that my blog is reviving because of SYF.
After a month of intensive training today we finally went up to the stage.
Compared to the time back in 2009, this time I have no special feelings towards the results, which I believe that most people did so, given the little number of people who cried.
But now I sit alone in my room, thinking again about the entire process of SYF preparation, I suddenly feel like crying.
Weird enough, this time people cried not because of what we got, instead it's because of the "谢谢Mr Wong，大家辛苦了” in SCH. The moment all of us shouted it from the bottom of our hearts, I swear it's the most impactful line in the entire hall, more firm and touching than any other cheers.
So I'm thinking, for SYF2011, what mattered most is really the process, not the results. In the past years even though people also said that "Aiya let's just enjoy don't care about what we get la", they still looked forward to get GWH. But this year it's just so different.
At least to me, it's the process that touched me not what we've achieved, now I imagine that even if we got GWH, I would've just cheered but that's it.
The one month that we, as RVCO stayed together being through thick and thin, was a process that I've never learnt so much from.
I learnt that RVCO has the potential to improve at a speed of light from a COP standard to Gold standard within a few weeks.
I learnt that my seniors are such a nice group of people.
I learnt that I can bond easily with seniors if I'm willing to communicate more with them
I learnt that passion and perseverance can make people improve really fast, just like our dearest new comers.
I learnt that team spirit can be build if we are committed to the same thing.
I learnt that our juniors are really supportive and I love them.
I learnt that Mr Lum and Mr Wong are the best conductors and teachers we can ever have,
I learnt that I love them, I love RVCO, I love my peers, I love xianyue, I love seniors & juniors.
Thank every single one of you who belong to part of RVCO, because without you all, I wouldn't have persevered and come to this far.
Although this passion and love may fade one day, I'll never forget about everything we've went through together.
立化华乐团让我认识了另一个我，也让我认识那么多可爱的团员们，知音好友，和让我终身受惠的两个指挥老师/偶像Mr Lum和Mr Wong
-- Jinglan
泪，是为了过程而不是成绩；是为了所得到的而不是所得不到的。
-- Elisa
This two quotes best explains whatever I want to say. (:
And thanks to whoever who've created the RVCO facebook page, people post really encouraging things there, making my SYF'2011 experience a truly fruitful and happy one.
RVCO❤
27 March 2011 @ 7:38 PM
I'm now supposed to be doing my GP homework followed by history, and CSC which I failed to hand in on friday, then I'm supposed to read my maths lecture notes and my grade exam scores and practice.
But now I just feel like writing something here because I think my mind is seriously sick and ill now. I think I want to suicide.
This afternoon I suddenly thought of ending my life, for the first time I thought of killing myself. I heard from my mom that someone in Australia died but at that time I suddenly thought that it would be so good if someone dies.
If I die, I don't have to face all the fucks anymore.
But I'm just worried about my parents ..
I cried quite hard and when my mom came into my room I told her I'm sleeping.
I think my life is going to be ruined more when it comes to A level, and now give my situation in 2011 first 3months, I think it's better for me to die.